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"...remembering you standing quiet in the ran, as i ran to your heart to be near, and we kissed as the sky fell in, holding you close how I always held close in your fear, remembering you running soft through the night, you were bigger and brigther than the snow, and screamed at the make-beleive, screamed at the sky, and you finally found all your courage to let it all go..."

i promised myself that i wouldnt get "emmotionally attached", and i'm doing a piss poor job of it. i know this relationship is somewhat "doomed" on a intimate level. why? i dont know its just a hunch i have.

it all started on 19 July 1998. things were much simpler then. i'd just undertaken one of them major life altering things that everyone simply goes through in their teenage years. whether it was the first act of "rebelion" or whether it was my own independance wanting to seep out. I moved from this little small town named Coalhurst, Alberta to the "big city" Calgary. Why? well i really cannot answer that question. in september i started my "higher learning" at Western Canada High School, only to suffer from what would be deemed as Nervous Breakdown #1. WCHS had 3500 students, Coalhurst has 1500 people period. culture shock much?

so i transfered schools. instead of goign to Calgary's most upscale public high school, i transfered over to Calgary's upscale remideal high school: Queen Elizabeth High School, where i managed to be a full time student but only had two classes. hell i didn't even have to show up on Friday. how many students can say that?

now this brings us to February 1999. now this is where the story actually begins. i transfered into James Fowler High School. JFHS has the boast of having Calgary's most beautiful people under the age of 18. such is very, very true. I met more then many a lovely young lady at JFHS, only two of them would actually get the chance to date me. Kris Koons. i dated her from February 05 - Arpil 06 1999. oops. yea. no we wont go there. Liz Hamel was #2. April 07 - September 17 1999.

now this version of The SwanK will be left unfinnished for the remainder of time. mainly because I do not remember exactly where i was going. More Over, this is a touchy topic, and naming certain names may bring up past demons that do not to be unleashed. hence the words Pandora's Box come to mind.

however, i will humor you with the reasoning behind the subtitle: Let It Be:Naked. It has a lot to do with the fact that Let It Be:Naked is probably the best album The Beatles made. I was I assume going somewhere with some Godsmack like ideology and going into The Best I Ever Did type thing. so..why not have the best from the best, whilst describing your best right? anyways, like I said, I will close now and leave this unfinnished...